Sunday, February 25, 2007

Clouds

It was a quiet weekend, but now I feel dark clouds forming around me. Everything looks sharper and I feel myself getting doubts about many things who were strong positive earlier on.
I'm loosing my feeling of belonging to the people around me, No, more I'm loosing my feelings and emotion. My wife tried to be nice and loving to me, but I felt not much. I still love her very much, but I 'm loosing that magic feeling of being happy together. I must keep telling to myself that this is because of my depression, but it makes me very nervous and scared. At this point with these feelings it is very easy to say the wrong words to each other and destroying things that are very important and valuable.

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