Routine

Every day is the same. Everything is back to normal. I have some form of mental balance. It is just routine.
At the office it goes well, no exciting events. At home it is all quiet and calm.
I feel relaxed and happy.
But somewhere inside my mind there is still that little voice what tells me that I have to move forward. It is quiet and very far away, but I can hear it.
My mental balance will be disrupted at some moment and the struggle will begin.
I hope it will stay calm for a long time