Depression

A depression is a very rare disease. At the moment I feel myself very in balance and there is no trace of any problem.
I know that there is a problem and that it will strike me, but now it is very calm.
I feel relax allthough I must take some action on the club, because I have the call a lot of people and I don't feel the need to do that.
I have promised it so I must do it tomorrow, at the last moment off course.
I'm looking for a long weekend, but I am a little bit scared,that the illness will attack when I am free.
It is for everyone very disappointing when I am at home and suffering from my illness. They will have a nice and friendly father and not an very angry babysit.