Dead

Today my father in law died. I was standing with my wife and her mother, brother and sister and we saw life getting out of his body. I felt really emotional. I even felt tears in my eyes. It is a very special emotion to be in a room with the dead very nearby.
It is strange to see the man who was alive become just a shell with tissue.
Er was today no room for my problems, I was there for my wife and family. This morning and last night I had to prepare my kids for this event. The oldest was very emotional and the youngest stayed calm.
I am still calm and really relaxed, but we will see what happens in the coming days and at the funeral.