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This afternoon I felt really happy. For the first time in months, I had that special feeling.
Everything was oke, although my father in law has died, I was on a trip with my kids and a friend of them. I enjoyed going out together.
This morning I was at the club and that felt also very good, because people were happy with me and the new saison will start next week, so everything gets back to normal.
I am preparing for the funeral on tuesday. I must try to feel a part of the family. I always had the feeling that I was standing on the sideline. At this moment I am a full member, but I don't feel that way. I never had, but that is more my interpretation.
Now I try to keep my good feeling and no one can spoil that.