No depression

It is quiet inside my mind. It seems there is no depression. Everything goes nice and easy.
I know it is there underneath the surface, but it isn't coming out now.
It gives me a good feeling that there is progress in my sickness and that I can handle my mental balance better, but I'm afraid that a little thing can happen and it will burst out to the surface.
I hope not, but I am realistic, the struggle is not over yet. There is stil a long way to go.