Final

It is over. The event is ready and done. It was a busy day with a lot of things to do and handle, but it al went well.
I had some stress the day before, but it went well. People were helpful and were pleased with me and my help. The only thing that we were missing was visitors but that was all.
Now I have a little pain in my muscles and I feel a little tired. Yesterday I went to bed very early and had a good nnight sleep.
I feel reliefed and satisfied that I was part of it and really could handle that pressure. Even when a lot of people were calling for me I felt calm and relaxed. I kept saying to myself, "stay calm, one thing at the time, what is more important, etc". Now it is finished and we go one to the next event.

Event

Coming saturday I am responsible for a event at our club. I feel relaxed about it, but I feel the nerves coming.
All the questions about everything running in my mind. But together with some other people I think it will be a succes.
Normally I will be there every minute and call every one to be sure it will be oké.
The illness keeps me calm. I realize that it has no effect to pump up my bloodpressure and puts mu heart beat above 150.
I keep calm with the thougt that I had done everything what I could do to make it a succes. And I believe it will be.

I keep learning every day