Quiet

I have been a little quiet on this log. There was a lot to think about and there was some kind of writers block.
On monday I had my talk therapy and we discussed my feelings in the weekend. I need the structure of work, I cannot sit still. I must push myself to the limit.
In my daily job there is little challenge so I must look for that.
I am stil thinking about the scooter import, but I must first discuss that with my wife.
She is against such plans, because she wants security. I must think of a plan with very low risk and very high security.
When I think of leaving to an other job, I feel that I don't want to work for a boss anymore. I want to be my own boss and I know that I can do that.
But first I have to convince my wife. That is the major task for the coming weeks.