Weekend

In the weekend I always feel myself down. Last night I felt my self really unhappy. Today my boys had to play soccer and I was not so enthousiastic as normal.
We went to my office today and felt reliefed. I am really an workaholic.
I feel myself at my best when I am working. When I got home I feel myself not at he right place. Especially when I know there is a lot of work to do at the shop.
I try to be a family man, to come home at normal hours, to do nice things with my wife and kids and to spend time at home, but inside myself I only want to work and be at my office.
That is maybe also a part of my illness, we will find out.

Leaving

Today we will leave for 2 weeks. I t was very busy at the office, because I want my jobs donebefore I left. But the whole week I had to replace people, so my own duties were not done. That frustrated me, I even thought of not going on holiday for a day, but now I decided to leave everything and I wil see when I get back.
That is something new for me, because I am workaholic and I cannot leave my job when I think it is not finished.
Tonight I decided to stop working and enjoy my holiday.

So I wil leave my blog for 2 weeks