Sunshine

Today the sun is shining. I felt confident and happy. People want to work with me and nothing disturbed this feeling.
Tonight I felt some of the monster again softly shouting inside me, when my kids didn't want to listen to me. But I kept the animal outside and kept my emotions inside. Not to hide them, but really brought my mind to a rest.
I'm hoping and working on a even better state of mind of tomorrow so I can beat the monster and move it far away from my premises, far into the woods.